Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Let Me Off This Ride!!!

Infertility....it's like some cruel awful trick that was thrust upon my body stumping myself, my Dr.'s, and everyone I talk about it with. Not to mention the I once read this poem that it was like a roller-coaster ride that you never know when it will end. How I agree. So, "LET ME OFF ALREADY!!!" I'm ready to be done with all the crap that my th*yroid, P*COS, and any other body part messing up my reproductive system is causing me. My body is doing weird things again, but that's not something unusual to me or the many Dr's that put up with it's drama. AF has been absent since mid-January when last induced. I've been having right sided pain. So, I've been to Dr. after Dr. trying to get what was believed to be kidney problems intact only to find out it's a problem to deal with my reproductive system. Oh the joy...not! After seeing three Dr's they've all come to the conclusion that it's ovarian related my pain. The one Dr. even saw a mass on one of the many u/s I've had in that area. So, just when we were ready to jump back into treatments head first *H* landed on our doorstep. Now the courts made their decision and we're ready to get back to life in baby-making and now this. I'm so not a fan, have I mentioned that?!?! Any way, the course of treatment being sought is probably another laparoscopy in my immediate future. My OB/GYN recommended BCPs but I don't want to go that route. So, slice and dice me it is I guess.

I just want to get down to baby-making again....medicated or unmedicated we're ready for #2. We've been trying it au natural for awhile now, so I'm ready for that leap of faith in fertility aide. I just pray this time something will happen without heartache. I'll keep you all posted on what lies ahead. I have another appt. end of the month. Woo-hoo (hence the sarcasm.)!


  1. Hey.

    I hope you are doing well. On myspace you kept saying you hoped it was gonna be drama free. So I hope you are okay. I know infertility sucks. Did you call your ob and start doing meds yet? It worked before and it will work again. I am sure. Let me know if you want to talk.

  2. I hope they can take of it quickly and easily, the TTC part will be very short lived.

    I'm not enjoying being a member of this club, either. The women are all lovely, but it's likely the worst club I've ever been a part of. Blech.

    Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.


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