My sister will be home from KY tomorrow for the holidays!!! I can't wait. I haven't seen her since the day that I went into the hospital to have *B*. I'm also VERY anxious to see my niece, and my sister's belly that she keeps elaborating on how "big" it's getting. I'm trying to keep my time and mind occupied so I don't go crazy counting down until her arrival, but it's just too freaking hard. I have a million and one things I need to do around my house before Sunday (that is the day I'm doing Christmas for my Dad and that side of the family and DH's side of the family) in order to be ready for Christmas. I just lack motivation. (Hmmm.... maybe it is the hidden lurks of AF knocking at my doorstep.) Any way, I will get it all done....I. MUST. GET. IT. ALL. DONE.
Also, even though I'm dreading AF's arrival for the holidays, in the same sense I'm looking forward to her return too. Her arrival will mean that if I "O" it'll be perfectly timed for the start of the New Year, and when DH and I decided to start TTC#2. So, I'm excited that this will be the first cycle out of the gates in TTC#2. I know that I'm probably crazy and all that, plus I will have my hands full and my work cut out for me being a mother of two closely spaced siblings, but I'm ready for the challenge. Plus, I don't want to have any regrets if I wait until *B* is a year which would make my children's age ideally spaced, thinking that maybe if I would of tried while I was most fertile in the months leading up to the one year mark after a pregnancy, and say I started trying then instead and I had to deal with years of infertility again, then that is where the regrets would come to play. So, for the next 6 months or so once this AF arrives we are trying au natural, and fingers crossed we get another miracle like we did the first time around. Wish us luck?!?!